Nothing left me feeling quite so numb, hold me down cause I guess it's my turn. A history that writes itself when it's all okay. Found myself and I disappear, because why would I stick around? Self-respect and self-awareness, rarely merges, only in magnitude, the pain in disagreement. Always all or nothing, no in-between. Nothing quite so sublime, the real sin is time gone to waste, but she's waiting for something, and I'm just caught in-between. Would rather be alone than feel that way again, shoot her up til she takes my supply, you'll always understand why, has this love become such a scarcity? Back to asking the same question, "Why the fortress?" All or nothing, these debts, I'm drifting in-between. Forever and she'll never know, the Sun can't see her mirror, I'll be the pieces floating til she puts it together, like broken glass, drifting, in between.
I fell in love with the crayola color red-violet at four. I wrote my first poem at five. I spoke Flemish before German, much to Oma's chagrin. I can carry a tune in a bucket. I laugh at good commercials. I'm balanced in an off-kilter kind of way. I love my Sdi-Fi and have my communicator though I'm still waiting on my transporter. I want to catch Synesthesia in my old, old age when I no longer need to differentiate.
Current Residence: Las Vegas Operating System: Mac 10.6.7 Personal Quote: "When I'm Good, I'm Good. When I'm BAD, I'm Better!" Mae West
by K.H. Ackroyd
Peeling, peeling ever peeling, your tattered sickness has me reeling.
Look quick, Did you see?
I think that woman is looking at me?
Can't you see her, she's just right there, why I see my face reflected in her hair
There
Hush now, do you hear?
Oh have no fear.
It's only the Dr. clomp, clomp, clomping up the steps with my cure
and I'm sure
or am I?
My nails they scratch me, no not me, I meant, the nails, they hold the bed down for me
or is it against?
Last night I laid on the FOR/ AGAINST bed
and what was dancing to the right of my head?
or in it?
It moved I tell you! I touched it - it's true!
My, but this room